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    11/3/2008

    逝。。。

    繁体字也写作“逝”,字典里的意思是“过去,往”,另一种解释为“死,多用于对死者的敬意”,第三种解释为“古同‘誓’,表决心之词”。

    很多事情已经过去了。7年里面太多的事物变得面目全非,那个人也只能在整理好自己的镣铐跟面具才会跟我见面。不想再让自己后悔,再次的撕开生长在心里面的感情。那一种疼痛以及无奈这一生都不愿意再去尝试。把那些带着温暖的回忆小心翼翼,安安静静的保护着,一点一滴的释放着。坚强的执着,寂寞的等待,倔强的温柔。一点点的变的好起来,过健康明亮的生活。学会了承受,退让,耐心,安静,宽容,安慰,沉默,隐忍。不以物喜,不以己悲。一切都已经过去了。

    一个好朋友的父亲去世了。突然之间人就这样消逝了。匆忙的甚至跟他连一句话也没有说。心里憋闷的难受,想哭却没有眼泪。眼睛里依然干涸一片。心里明明堵得厉害,明明想哭,明明想好好的安慰。可是话到嘴边却一个字也吐不出来。。。逝者如斯。这两年经历这样的离别已经太多。命运是如此的令人厌烦!

    如果人真的有灵魂的话,爷爷奶奶会不会怪罪他们最疼爱的长孙在他们的葬礼上一滴眼泪都没有落下来。我难过,心要裂开的难过,但是眼泪流不出来。万分抱歉。。。。。。

    誓。不提也罢。我很想记得但是却不得不忘记。只能让自己再好一点,再懂事一点,再成熟一点。努力找回丢掉的情绪,正常的有泪有笑。我一直记得却在反复的忘记。也许真的有一天,那个人会带着我的眼泪来还给我。我当做一个童话来相信着,努力着。

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    栀 西wrote:
    小皮。很快就到盛夏。阳光一样的炫目。想念你的模样。
    Apr. 27

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